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Loose Emotions
Growing up, chasing girls was never an option. I've seen them in different forms, some take my breath away and some "woosh" I hold my breath. All my life i've always made that compromise with the constant notion "Don't chase ladies they'll distort your life journey". This has kept me going for years. I've had to harbor emotional repression, friend zoning potential lovers, watching my friends date gorgeous persona grata. This I could say freed me from all forms of distraction and facilitated my admission into medical school. Coincidentally, this mantra was also repeated by my parents the night before I left for school. I was so certain I would consolidate on their admonition. All this became a charade the day I met her. She was someone I never imagined could exist. I fell in love with her eyes, it was so iridescent that I could go all day staring at it. Her eyes were a mystery I was willing to uncover, a calculus I was willing to integrate and differentiate, a course I was willing to study . I was willing to loose myself to gain her attention, love, care and trust. Her radiance spelt confidence, charisma and mystique. The sun must have been illuminated by her generosity, her scent is so unique and soothing that It could quench any form of hunger and thirst, the sound of her voice makes my heart pound. How would it feel if I could call her mine, I want her to spice up my life like thyme.
Behind all my obsession, predilection, adoration and mania there is a timid heart. A heart scared to love, a heart scared of rejection, a heart that loves so hard that it could loose it's identity and purpose. To protect that heart, I am willing to let go of my obsession and every emotional attachment with a faint hope the universe will make you mine one day.
Yours Truly
A.B.U Medic
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